I’m okay

Reckless, maybe.
Heartbroken, any day now.
Self-destructive and unhappy, no.

This is just what I do this year.

I’m testing myself. Flexing my emotional muscles. Walking on a slack rope of forbidden desires. Pushing myself beyond my threshold of pain. Training at high altitude, to maximize my stamina for future races at sea level.

For now, heartbreak is my only trophy.

But that’s okay.

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